harmony

I lean back against the seat. A reflection from the sun hit my eyesw. I turn away from the rays as a single tear runs down my cheek. I miss him.

I feel like freezing in fire. I’m tired of sobbing already. But it seems I find it hard to move and go on with my life. I’m badly hurt at this moment. The pain really crept in my heart. I feel like I have no optoins left. I’ve been suffering many times before and I can’t seem to find a reason why do I have to experience such painful situations in life. I try to vehemently deny the feeling im into and still coping with things but it’s not that easy to do so. Tears just can’t stop from falling. Does crying means I’m weak? Do I really deserve this? Can someone just tell me it’s not yet the end? I’m so down. What’s wrong with the world?